30.10.04

Stories

Isn't it annoying when you have stories in you mind that you can't seem to get down onto paper (or into the much less reliable but for some reason more depended upon method of digital storage)? Well I have all these stories, and some I know I'm never going to get down [Gatekeepers] and then there are others that are just on the cusp [The War Story which I haven't really explained to anybody because none of it is concrete and it's all just been churning for a great deal of time, since around a year ago] and of course there are those that you start and then abandon because they're either utter shit [Primitive, Eden] or you're just utterly stuck [Lost and Found, Terror of Reality]. The last category is obviously those that you begin and then just don't ever seem to find time for [A Lesson in Human Dynamics]. I've really got to just get off my fucking ass (or onto it because I sit when I'm typing) and write Scene Two of ALiHD, or the next chapter of Terror or Lost. Kolyn you're a moron and a lazy fucktard, burn in hell you communist bastard.

Now that I'm done chewing myself out, I have a Position Paper I'm supposed to be writing for humanities about the nature of democracy. It's due on Tuesday, so naturally I'm being a total fuck and have been playing Hannah and the Ice Caves and watching Bridget Jones Diary, Enterprise, and Andromeda. Garr and fuck and collapse into a heap.

2 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

Isn't it annoying when you have stories in your mind that you can't seem to get down onto paper?
YES
completely understand, and I'm the one that supposedly spends all my free time working on that (instead of doing MY homework... some of which is due monday and it's not like I don't know about it, it's just I don't do it.) and still gives up completely hopeless..
Mission blue, learning to fly, crime, trains, the story i worked on in europe, the story about the war, whatever the hell i named my ghost story, and those are just the big ones. and I need to just sit and finish writing the one I'm working on, which is even more in a state of completed than all the others. Sigh.
Finish "A lesson in human dynamics", but please, try to just not play neopets (yeah, i know, i use distraction methods as well, but focus and just force yourself to write, like you told me) and do your homework (shut you, you hypocrite. Hey you, get out of my head) because sadly you still are in school and still need to work.
why the bloody hell do people keep saying good morning? I don't think it's a good morning at all, or maybe, it was until you got up...anyway...
I'll read anything if you need it read and send it to me.

8:07 a.m.  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Well...Looks like you made progress posting since I got this new computer and in the process lost the address to this here blog and didn't remember to ask for the address. Finally I somehow got to poodlesoup which got me here. Now I feel special and terribly behind XD
Now to give away my identity (if not already done so) I finished watching 3/3 enterprise.
I think I enjoy watching you be paranoid. It is kind of entertaining. Serves live journals and blogs right. And the secret keeping thing in general. But you know, I'm paranoid too, but for no reason. So if I ever get around to writing anything in my live journal that you don't have the address to yet then it probably won't be very useful. But we'll see.
I should stop talking - I mean I already sent a long e-mail....so...Oh. Poodlesoup makes me want to hate you. Just because it's really really. really...something. no. not that's not what I meant. I mean the something as in I don't know what to say is kind of odd. Nevermind...see you tomorrow
-you already know who

10:14 p.m.  

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