11.12.05

Okay, not that I'm bitter (I'm fucking bitter, okay?), but why is it that nobody seems to show any interest in me? Like, in attraction terms I mean. Seriously? Do I have a signs around me that say "Danger, queer jerk ahead" to warn off anybody who might get the thought in their heads for a moment. In my life, there have been 2 people who have expressed any romantic interesting in me. One of whom is female (and who I only knew in jr high) and the other lives in Grand Prairie.
Not that I would necesarily accept any offer, but just a reassurance of some sort that I'm not a gargoyle and that the word hasn't gotten around of my assholery. And yes, it's all about bitterness toward all those gorram breeder couples. Fuckers.
Just one every once in a while. That's all I ask, just a little reassurance so I don't lose all hope.

Stupid fucking world. I need some chocolate, stupid 2:13 in the morning and the stores being closed and the Sev being 20 minutes away.
GARR!
*kills everyone*

3 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

I wrote you a comment and then realized I was dead. What if you just killed someone who loved you?

3:14 p.m.  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Have faith that someday you'll find someone. And being all angry and bitter is one of those internal signs that you're not ready for a relationship. or something like that. Psychology, that someone was talking about. That people who aren't ready for relationships give off those kind of vibes... it's weird.
Have hope. Besides, maybe there are secretly lots of girls who like you but are all crushed by you being all gay and suchlike. I wouldn't be surprised...
I have chocolate. I'd even give you some (and I'm very protective of my chocolate) except that I'm even more far away than Sev.
*cowers* please don't kill me...

12:21 p.m.  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

They say a lot of stuff. It's rather unfortunate sometimes that they are everyone and that they can't agree, except on silly things like zero factorial equals 1. Which is why psychology is silly. "they" don't know anything.
I have chocolate too. I don't want to study..Don't make me study! Make me stop reading h2g2 articles!!!
Here's one on kd: http://www.bbc.co.uk/dna/h2g2/A209125

6:36 p.m.  

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