31.12.05

Sleep

I can't sleep. I hate it when this happens, when I can't fucking sleep. S'absolutely infuriating. And I just sit up later and later doing absolutely shitall, and feeling more and more useless and lonely. And inevitably I end up wishing I had somebody here to hold me and keep me warm. I'm always warm during the day, but at night... at night I always feel cold.

Cold.

I wish I could sleep, when you're asleep you don't care that you're cold. Dead people don't care that they're dead.

1 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

*hug* I was very cold last night too, although it was much more of a fever feeling cold when you're way too warm type cold. Unlike the whole society of people who get up when they can't sleep, I happen to be one of the few who will lie in bed for seven hours and not bother to get up.
Far too often I wish I had someone to lie with me in bed because then I would feel less lonely. Even if it seems like an odd thing to wish for.

3:25 p.m.  

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