14.4.05

Admit It

Some people know what this is about. Some people don't. I'm not going to explain it because I don't feel like it. These are song lyrics. I sort of like them. The title is the title of this post.

Once I was alone
Once I was hidden in the night
I didn't know which way to turn
Which way to go
Which way was right

And as the dark inside me grew
I couldn't keep it bottled up
And soon enough the truth came spilling out
Two words can be a flood

I let you look inside me
I let you peer beneath my skin
I let you know my secret
I let you understand my plight
You saw my innocence

Please
Tell me it's not my fault
Please
Tell me there's no way that I could know
Please
Admit the pain you caused
Admit the wrong you did me
Admit it

I can't comprehend
Why you would go against my will
You did the one thing I said not to
Told my secret
Makes me ill

You had no right
To make that call for me
To tell her what I'd said
You broke my trust
You broke your word
You hurt her

Please
Tell it's not my fault
Please
Tell me there's no way that I could know
Please
Admit the pain you caused
Admit the wrong you did me
Admit it

You show no remorse
For what you did
What you said
How you hurt me
You show no regret
You don't deserve
To have my friendship
To speak to me
To know me

I don't know why
You try to talk to me
I've cut you out
You're not part of my life
Not anymore

Not anymore

Please
Tell me it's not my fault
Please
Tell me there's no way that I could know
Please
Admit the pain you caused
Admit the wrong you did me
Admit it

Please
Leave me alone
Please
Don't try to call me on the phone
Please
Let me escape that night
Give me a chance to get away
Escape my folly
Escape you
Escape my mistake

4 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

*is very aware of what the song is about*
I like it, I have no idea if the tuneish thing in my head at all matches what you invision, mine is slightly SB-esque, come to think of it, but I don't know. Someday, you will have to sing it for me, and we can go make random piano chords up, and write music for it. Actually, I might be able to learn from someone how to actually do piano chords, but I don't think I want to deal with her long enough to learn... *sigh*
also, I think if I re-read the words enough times, they end up changing....

12:04 a.m.  
Blogger Jackson Q. Publick said...

You know Kolyn, you sure are one whiny little queer.

12:21 a.m.  
Blogger Faelights said...

I'd like to hear it sometime, too... Maybe tomorrow? I dunno XD

1:20 a.m.  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Hey Kolyn-
that's really powerful. i think the best lyrics are the personal ones, and these ones obviously are. I'd really love to hear what sort of tune you have in your head...
Sarah Beth

10:18 a.m.  

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